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thank you, both, for your thoughtful replies ... i'm sort of chewing on this whole thing, and on what you both said, at the moment. (and pretty, as far as i can tell, what you say is *always* helpful, no matter what state of sleeplessness-or-not you're in!) i think i'm going to keep on mulling throu...

**so this is long. really long. i'm sorry it's so long. i guess i was just ... venting, a lot -- which helped a lot, in and of itself. but if anyone has the time to read through it, i'd love some feedback. i'm stuck on some of these questions, i think.** 1.) have you taken care of your physical woun...

aha! thanks!

i knew i should've learned html when i had the chance...

sweet! thanks, y'all!

(i was putting quotes around the url. like [url="http://www.google.com]link me to Google[/url]. )

'preciate it!


~b

*practice*

can fire.bird make this link to Google yet?

ok, so i really feel like i should be able to figure this one out on my own. but i haven't so far. so: what's the code for linking urls? not with the actual address, but with a name for it? like, if i wanted to link to Google and use just the word Google, rather than http://www.google.com , for inst...

Neats, GOOD JOB analyzing and writing out your urges and what's going on behind them so thoroughly. although it's true that it's entirely possible to have a full intellectual grasp of what's going on emotionally and still not be able to change it (i'm like that, too), i still think it's a really goo...

ditto to notevenpretty. can you talk some more about the feelings that lead to the cycle, here? would it help? responding, very specifically, to the eating issue... i did that too, when i first started trying to stop SI. and it's just as you described ... you get to where even the sight of food make...

Choco, it was more of having some big cuddly bear mom to deflect anything, or people (meaning in their words and attitudes) away from me to protect me. i'm not a doctor, but that sounds a lot more like social anxiety disorder than it does like an attachment disorder to me. have you checked out any i...

Luke -- I do that too! Especially at night. Sometimes it helps and sometimes it makes things worse. Most of the time it helps though. you do?? i so thought that was only me. it's especially at night for me, too... i wonder what's up with that? does anyone else do that? let themselves just sort of wa...

>>thank god<< wow. i so just came in here to ask that same question. (sometimes i think what's even worse than how much they make you want to cut it how quite so alone they make you feel...) i don't know about answers ... but i have some thoughts for you. if you mean make them go away forever ... i...