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I adore snuggly things! I have tons of blankets and flannel sheets and flannel pajamas.... I think its great that you bought yourself something nice and cuddly!

I don't have as difficult of a time as you do, but yeah... for the most part for anyone I would strongly prefer that they stay at least 1-2 feet away from me. That goes for family too.... I really just don't like to be touched in any way and my mom is always trying to hug me and it pisses me off. St...

It is definitly something that you should stop doing.... its for the best, truly. The sooner the better. You could always try counseling out and see what you think, though give it a few sessions because the first session usually doesn't seem to accomplish all that much.

For some reason I can't change my avatar to something other than what is in the gallery.... How do I put in my own avatar?

Well, I found this website which I thought was interesting....

http://www.couns.msu.edu/self-help/blame.htm

i am... A waste Hopeless A pessimist Unique in my own way A human being i am not... Pretty Who I want to be i feel... Lonely Afraid Depressed Angry Sad Hopeless i want... To disappear i need... Money To move To find my purpose i have... Nothing... that matters anyway i love... My cat My books Shopp...

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my cat
getting mail
dancing in the rain
going to the movies
Zoolander

Thats all I can think of at the moment

Mom: Just back off. I don't care how much you love me. Its partly your fault I turned out the way I did. Quit telling me that its my own fault I'm unhappy and don't look at me like I'm a freak. For once don't get hysterical and cry but just listen to me. Yes, I want to kill myself most of the time. ...

I wish I could be happy.

*SI/SU/etc.* I saw this post and was so glad. I feel like I'm going crazy. Daily, hourly I have these wretched violent images of myself. I probably shouldn't go into detail, but they are very graphic in SI nature... I also see my suicide a lot. I've had dreams too of my suicide. I hate when I'm driv...