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Nick- I fucking hate you!!!!!!! How could you do that to her???? You're such a fucking bastard, she LOVED you, and you go and cheat on her, then break up with her a few days later? What the fuck is wrong with you? If you liked someone else, why'd you ask her out? Just to be able to have a girlfriend...

Jamie- Thanks for talking to me last night, I know I can be stupid sometimes.

I didn't want to have to explain it to anyone, and I didn't want to lose how long I have gone without SI.

I took on OD once. Not a very big one, I didn't go to the hospital. But I felt so miserable, I couldn't get out of bed because I felt like I would throw up. Then, I was not only nauseous but my stomach hurt so bad, it felt like I'd just been kicked very hard in the stomach. I wanted to go to sleep s...

I sleep a lot more, but mostly during the day as I have trouble falling asleep at night, and am exhausted no matter how much I sleep. That's what I've been doing lately, but I got my meds upped today, so hopefully that will help.

Thank you Maria!!! I will have to try some of these.

Gail- You fucking bitch! I fucking hate you!!!!! How could you do that to her, she is NOT CRAZY!!! YOU'RE THE FUCKING CRAZY ONE, YOU'RE JUST TOO FUCKING STUPID TO REALIZE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is nothing wrong with her, you're just a stupid fucking bitch who enjoys seeing your daughter be unhappy,...

Mom- I wish I could tell you, I can't take being alone, it's too hard. Please help me. I wish you were here. Miss L- You're wrong, I'm sorry that I can't prove myself right, but you're wrong. He's good at convincing people, he had me convinced for years. He's not a perfet loving person as he may hav...

Dad- What the fuck? You called my teacher??? To see if I was cutting still?????? Are you that fucking stupid? Why the hell would you call her, when you didn't even know that she knew? And, not that you ever cared to know but looking at my arms woudn't quite help o figure out if I was still cutting, ...

I do that too :D I have a Stitch (from Lilo & Stitch), I have an extra strap on my backpack, and I put him in it, and carry him aorund all day. No one thinks anything of it, I love carrying him. Its soft so I can hold him and feel a bit better or I can play with the little tuft of fur on his head if...

Dad- I hate you you fucking piece of shit!!!!! I hate you, and I always will!!!!

Dad- Fuck you. I wish you would disappear!

Jamie- Thanks for the help last night. I'm stil struggling, but you got me through last night
Kevin- Thank you for talking to me and being so understanding
Mike- You are making Jenn so happy. Thanks.
Mom- I'm sorry

Trish- You are blind! I cannot believe you think my dad is perfect and not a liar. I didn't need the reminder about Landen and Jen and Jul. Oh yeah, let me remember all those good times you pointed out. Well, why don't you remember someof the other times? Like when I used to spend entire days crying...

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Dad- I HATE YOU!! Why can't you take a fucking hint? I hate you, I always will. I'm NEVER coming back to your house. I'm never speaking to you. And yes, you do deserve this crap. You deserve so much worse than this. I HATE YOU!!!!!! So leave my mom and I alone you piece of shit!

Mom- She *is* out to get me, I don't know how else to put it, or how to explain it, so stop calling me crazy. Dad- You suck. I hate you. Jen- I'm sorry things worked out like they did. I can only hope it will be for the best in the end. Jamie- Thanks! You are such a great help to me. :1hug: Jason- W...

Dad- I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YO...

from my dad:
Oh! You're right, I have treated you badly over the years, and shown you no respect. I don't hate your mother or your best friend.

heh. I wish that will never come out of his mouth.

Dad- What the fuck is the point of trying to talk reasonably to you? No matter what I say, no matter how much I back myself up, you never accept that you maybe wrong! YOU ARE WRONG! Don't try to make me feel like shit for moving out after eight years of you making me feel like shit. Also, your gramm...