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I wish someone cared

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I hate you

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I sing, play guitar and bass.
Listen to music.
Read.
Write.
Go out with my friends (who are also all away )

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Ditto to that ^^^

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JUST MAKE THE FUCKING DECISION ALREADY!!! I'M NOT GOING TO WAIT AROUND FOREVER!!!

*sighs* I am calm.

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I. Hate. You.

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Ex: Why do you have to shove it in my face? Why do you have to be like him? Please, I don't need you to do this now. You know I read. You know I do. You know. You know. Him: I hope you're fucking happy. I hope you had fun. I hope you're better now. Don't you dare complain to me. You fucking used me....

I don't think we should speak for a while. You make me feel worse when I really cannot cope with it. I have tried and tried to help you and it's never worked. I know I'm being selfish but in all honesty I doubt you even want to speak to me anymore. [Actually I might say that to the person in questio...

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

Says it better than I ever could...

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If I'm pissed off or just trying not to SI I rip up paper, write down one word that describes how I'm feeling then tear up the paper... stuff like that. I like the ripping up paper one best. It's the most fun ^_^

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I've cut words too. "FAT"... "Chris"... and some others which I can't remember.

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I wish I was someone else... anyone other than me.

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I really hate you right now. I know I have no right to... but I do.

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I wish people didn't hurt...

I wish he loved me too.

I just want someone to care, I want to be happy... I can't even remember how that feels. I want to be loved.

I need to cry but I can't. I want to die

I have to go to a ball at the end of the month and I stupidly chose a sleeveless dress