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You know what? FUCK you. I know you're my sister but I HATE you. You will never grow up and act your age. I've always felt like the older sibling even though you're 20 years old now. Did you know that your "perfect" little sister has an eating disorder, self harms regularly, thinks about suicide ev...

What is your secret? I have an eating disorder. Why is it a secret? I don't want people to worry about me. I'm ashamed.. What are your feelings about this secret? I just don't want it to get any worse. Why are you telling this secret now? I don't really know. Is this something you could change/ do d...

I want to kill myself. I feel like my brain is plagued. I have good things going for me and I know it, I really do, but no matter how happy I am, no matter how good the conditions of my life are, I have the urge to end my life. Because when things get good that means I might lose what's making it g...

I wish I could meet someone who understands.
And cares.

terrified.

I think you're absolutely adorable. And I'm never going to tell any of my friends what I feel about you because they wouldn't understand.

I wish I was skinnier.

Tired.. wishful.. anxious

I do think I love you. You see things in me that no one else has ever seen, things that I never quite realized about myself. You've seen how paranoid I can be, you know the things that I could never tell anyone else. And yet you still don't think of me any less. You are the only person I have ever ...

I wish I could talk to him right now.

...in love. 0_0

I'm terrified that this won't last.
I need you.

Today was so much better than I ever could have hoped.
I've never felt this way. You make my life amazing.

Happy.

Confused..

I've never felt this way before. I don't know what to think, all I know is that you make me so happy and I don't ever want this to end, and I could just talk to you all day and be content with my life. Please don't let me go.

Anxious

Stop. I don't want to feel this way. It will just end in pain, like all the others. You'll never like me. No one ever does..