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I am greatfull for... :star: My little sister, she is the most precious thing on this planet for me. Without her everything would seize to exist. :star: My step sister, i love her just as much, and i am gratefull to have her in my life and i love her like a real sister. :star: My most amazing, beaut...

I just thought of this, i dont know if its already been done. I wanted to do it for myself and have it in a place that i can come back to when im feeling down. I want to make a list of all the things in my life that i am greatfull for... it may take a while to realise what i have but i think its a g...

haha.. yeah i tend to do that anyway... dont know why but sometimes il just get up stick some listerine in my gob and see how long i can swill it around for. I find it fun for some reason.

never actually tried it as a si alternative though!

ollie- i love you so much, you are the one for me and i can never tell you, you will never hear me. I so wish i could, i wish you could hear me and you said those words again. When you told me you loved me, that was my happiest, you in my eyes are perfect. I feel sick when i think of you. There seem...

I ask though that you hold onto one day at a time. Just one day, and slowly this despair will pass. The feelings you fear you're trapped in will serve their purpose, and then fade away. Difficult to imagine isn't it? Almost impossible to believe when every cell in your body it seems cries out in ag...

it came out today, the abuse, you told me i was sexual abused as a child, i just cant except that. im a freak and i hate what happened to me. i remembered something else today. i remember when i was about 8 and d used to make us take our cothes off on camera, thats not mormal surely or was it just ...

wonderfull idea

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * i thought it hadnt really affected me, i dont think i deserve to feel this way, to feel so violated to feel so used, to feel this hurt and pain and disgust... i feel like its all fake like ive made it all up. i know it happened but i still feel like it is all my fault o...

made the decision to take the hottest shower i could handle... it hurt like hell but i felt better afterwards.

3 weeks free at the moment.

my little crazy juggalo... i think me and you were destined to meet each other and il always be your lil' 'lette. your my fukin soul mate and i love you with all my fukin heart... be friend and let it be that please... me and you were so close but i cant take it any further... please dont push. you ...

M- I know that you are trying to help but you cant run my life. Stop pushing me i dont need it. If you all of a sudden know about my problems and want to help then dont make me feel so stupid when i have my episodes. K- God i hate you so much of the time, everything about you makes me sik, if it was...