bus

very tired
alone
and sick.

well i talk to my friend, if she asks something i tell her, but otherwise i dont talk about it at all.

very rare that i mention it.

i feel let down, sad and lonely!

like my heart has been ripped out.

To be honest i dont know how i feel about my scars!

Sometimes i am proud of them and other times i am ashamed, i do still hide them though.

But they are fading now, which scares me, i dont know why but in a way i dont want them to go. Make sense??!!??

Meg0n
x

very lonely!

feeling everything.

all emotions.

[quote="Do you mean because it was an accidental injury that triggered you? Otherwise wouldn't the other decision be one of the things you listed (such as going out on the dance floor or putting out your cigarette)?[/quote] I was having major urges as it was and yes it was the accidental injury that...

I am sorry i let my urge take over.
I am sorry i kissed that guy last night, i feel so horrible about it and now living up to my guilt.
I am truely sorry adrian that i let you down.

have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. what had happened just before? FELT AN URGE-ACCIDENTLY BURNT MY ARM WITH CIG, AND IT JUST MADE MY URGE WORSE SO THEREFORE I GAVE IN what were you thinking and feeling? SAD,LONLEY why did you end up hurting yourself then...

i wish i could be held right now

The last time i wanted to si and never, was because i knew that i was starting a new life and was 9 weeks si free, so i was strong and beat my own head by following my heart

Right ok, so i am being stupid now, but i have created a counter but have NO idea on how to put it into my signature, i have tried but did not work.

so help would be good, not very good with things like this. sorry

I wish i could just make that one person happy again!

i am... A new person, loving, happy, but alone i am not... too sad too angry i feel... alone weird not sure really i want... to be happy all the time everyone to accept me i want to be who i am i need... to be loved to make decisions i have... myself my music and my friends i love... my music my fri...

ggggrrrrrrrr ahhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Name: :star: Megan Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: :star: yes If so what is your motivation: :star: my happiness Favorite coping skills: :star: working on my computer Coping skills that work the least: :star: listening to music Safe places you can go: :star: work Identify stressors (b...

thank you so much!

love meg

*claps*

yay that is so clever, wow!

how would you get different colour stars then? for example i can have orange for si week free, but i want a different on for my pill free weeks, how would i do that.

sorry usless at this computer stuff.