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Wendy, Thanks for that response. I did get the tongue twister, which is amazing because I'm feeling so wrecked after my emotional turmoil earlier, plus it's nearly 5 a.m. plus I was tired even before I got on to BUS tonight from being up most of the last few nights on BUS also. I didn't get put off ...

Many, many thanks CliffsOfAvalon, I agree TOTALLY with and appreciate the things you said. We even seem to have similar spiritual perspectives. This "image" stuff is in the BUS & Coping forums now, & it looks as though we're getting into spirituality also. real...I relate. I remember when I first fo...

Copied from a thread I started a few minutes ago in the BUS forum, called, "Help, I need something – not sure what". I copied it here because a lot of it is the "Visual Thoughts" SI stuff I get. Help. I’m hurting & needy but I don’t know what I need. I have felt vulnerable for the last few days but ...

I had some images a few days ago, which provided me with some confirmation of my insights into them. I was with an incapacitated friend, who was angry about various things. When around angry people, I get very anxious, unconfident, indecisive, incompetent, triggered, etc., my mind goes blank, I find...

Hi Miss Lucifer,

Your images sound very similar to mine, so I relate a lot to what you say.

Welcome. ladymorgaine. Another thing that I think is related is a person's "archetypal defences". I really related to this concept when I read about it in "The Inner World of Trauma" (subtitled something like "Archetypal Defenses of the Personal Spirit") by Donald Kalsched, a Jungian analyst. Most o...

I've had a lot of issues come up & have been processing a lot due to reading various threads. Now, I am convinced that the SI/SU images I get are some sort of messages from my unconcscious or some aspects of myself. I give a few examples following. Because a lot of them are SU, I think that deep dow...

I find the images terrifying most of the time, & have been getting them for about 17 years. I admire your equanimity about the images you have had Proximity (not to diminish your experiences). I "know" logically that I would be better off not letting them affect me but, & I realise this is an excuse...

Hi Nina, Glad to hear from you & be able to "talk" about this stuff with you & others. I appreciate your words & authenticity. Last night, after nearly being kicked out of the library, I thought a lot about this thread. I felt very anxious & ashamed about what I had written, which showed me very str...

I get images nearly all day every day of myself being mutilated or killed by someone or something, or seeing objects & then "seeing" myself mutilate or kill myself with it. I find it very hard to cope with. They seem to come unbidden. Any good thoughts about myself, other people, achievements, or an...

Hi all, I have thought a lot about this thread, & it has brought up a lot of emotional stuff for me. Further to what I wrote yesterday, I get images of being maimed, mutilated &/or killed by virtually anything in my environment; eg. cars going out of control, branches or other things falling on me, ...

Hi Ginger, I'm glad to see that you responded to this thread, but sorry to hear what you experience. I think that it is an important issue/thread & look at it each time I log on to see if anyone has added to it. You said: "I can't walk by anything that could be considered a *tool* and not vividly im...

Hi all, After my BUS session yesterday, I felt very down and despairing, so I went to the park (more info in BUS section under "Hi I'm new" if anyone is interested). I realised that all thoughts and fears of me being attacked, harmed or killed, or being aggressive towards other people are, or seem t...

Oops, I forgot to do the SU warning thing on my post above. Sorry.

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Hi everyone. This is my first post. I was very attracted to replying to your posts in this thread because I have very similar experiences. I get images of myself being or already maimed or horribly killed, by others or myself, or sometimes being violent towards others (which I find worse). They can ...