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I want to cut!

Pointless post!

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how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? Release, what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Hassle going to A&E but it will take the urge away for a while how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely t...

Because I'm nearly 7 months free and its really late at night here and I WOULD HAVE TO wake my gf up yo take me to a and e for stitches



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www.livejournal.com is really good too thats where I journal

I use my ipod its the best

I spoke to Claire, Jen, Jann and Mummy Pamela on Im. Oh and my trusty Meds too






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Because I decided I wanted to take care of me instead of hurting me!!!!

Bitch (mother) You are a fucked up bitch, you abused me in everyway, what the fuck is wrong with you, I don't understand ppl like you. I was just a little girl I did nothing wrong but you did what you did anyway. I'm so glad that I don't talk to U anymore I wish really, really bad things on you. I w...

Laura, that list is soooo good its the first time I've come across it. I learnt a new one today from a book. I've never tried it and I've no idea if it works :

Break and egg in your hand

Weird eh, maybe I'll try it sometime



Love Helen x x x xx

I dont really feel there is an external situation its all internal, I'm feeling very depressed!!!!! [*]how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll get the hurt out and the urge over with. [*]what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situati...

:x I'm a wee bit angry so here goes aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...