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M - How could you think I am not a jealous person. I am so jealous it eats at me. I hate to hear you talking about other women. Why can't you want me like that. Why can't you talk to me like that. You think I'm a doormat, don't you. Lisa will always be there to wipe my feet on. Don't you care that w...

i am lonely, sad, hurt, and defeated. i feel like crying. :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsa...

M-Why are you constantly letting me down? Why am I an afterthought? Why do I feel like you fit me in when you have nothing better to do? Why won't you be there for me? Just a little. I am not asking for too much. I thought you were my best friend. Is that only when you are hurting? THAT IS CRAP. AND...

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M-I can't tell you how disappointed I am that you don't get it. That you keep using me even though you say you don't want to hurt me. I am not strong enough to let you go now and I need you to leave me alone. I can't be your shoulder to cry on if you can't even talk to me when I am lonely and hurtin...

I wish M cared about me just a little.
I wish I could rely on him and he kept his word.
I wish I could tell him no.
I wish I didn't love him.
I wish I'd never met him.
I wish he loved me.

M - You don't know how hurt I feel. I can't believe I was there for you every minute of every day and you can't do the same for me. I listened to you, picked you up when you were down, and comforted you when you needed to cry. Why can't you understand that when you don't call me back, don't come ove...

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I am at work and I can't cry there. I am going to curl up here for a while and let the tears flow. :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1c...

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B - Why am I not good enough for you. Why are you always drawn to women who could care less about you or hurt you. Why do you always have to go for the prize. Why can't you wake up and realize that you have someone who loves you and cares about you standing right in front of you. I don't want to hea...

I cry all the time.
I'm tired of crying.
I can't stop crying.

I wish I was calm
I wish I was done
I wish I was out of debt
I wish I was skinny
I wish I was beautiful
I wish I was enough
I wish he loved me
I wish I could forget him