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Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? - how the hell should i know? Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? - i feelt like cutting. so i cut damnit!!! What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do that won't...

ren promised shed stopped. i want to make the same promise. i make myself sick. im afraid of mysellf. im sick of worrying about infections and permanent damage. i keep having to make it worse and worse, im going to get hurt badly before long. i hate making excuses for these scares, why i cant swim, ...

**LA/violence** mom, dad- i cut. im depressed. i want attention but dont assume all this is to get it. and are you blind? theres so much im hiding from you. all the vididence and proof is infront of you. dont you even care? you keep me locked up in this hell hole, not even letting me go any where. n...

lol!!! i used to draw on my wall when i got mad. i made up my own language with weird sumbols and hyrogliphyx and wrote death threats and such to people. that column of non-english writing is still to the right of my door. more ideas: i like ot get glass jars, bottles, lightbulbs, etc or plastic thi...