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Thanks.

It's the default theme...and I go here: http://www.busmail.org/phpBB/index.php

Hi,

I can't "view new posts since last visit" anymore. For some reason, it won't work! Another thing is that the "view your posts" isn't working either, I keep getting other peoples search results or something.

Not a big deal, just thought I'd let someone know.

-Michelle

Yes, actually! I think that drawing helps you because it is letting you "reclaim your body," in a way. I know my SI many times used to be about control. I also take comfort in doodling on myself.

I think the most important thing to do is to stay calm, which sounds like you did. Remember that people probably aren't intentionally trying to trigger you, they just are sometimes careless (as we all are, on occasion) with words or actions. Try not to take triggers like this personally...they don't...

I don't know what the secret to sleeping long is! I think it has something (for me) to do with dreaming, because I only sleep that long if I'm having interesting dreams. Okay, so I had my second day of college today and I came home feeling great. I feel really content right now. I met and spoke to a...

Thank you Jo...I ended up going to sleep and staying asleep for 9 hours. I didn't even know I was so tired. My sleep schedule is so out of whack right now. I get pretty cranky/depressed when I'm tired. I feel good right now though.

thank you


love,

Michelle

That's what I'm trying to do. My ego (expectation, desire) is making me stressed out. I need to learn to let go, to live for the moment. I do well for awhile but then it creeps up on me again. I feel like I'm struggling today. It might be the college thing making me more anxious then usual...I'm hav...

Hi, thanks :heart: I'm doing better at this moment in time. I stopped exercising because I've had to travel to see in-laws/family a lot within the past few weeks. Actually, I think if I just worked out, I'd feel a lot better. It's difficult to get in the swing of things after the crazy week my husba...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Just sort of desperate, scared. I'm starting college on Monday. I'm scared about it. And excited, but I'm worried that I'll fail. And today has been stressful. My husbands job is being stupid. They make him work constantly and t...

Maybe a thread you posted in alot was deleted? In that case, your posts would be as well. Or maybe it's just a mistake.

Hey there, I think all of us have struggled with a fear of death at some point in our lives. I know I have. It absorbed my entire being...I was unable to eat or sleep for fear that something could happen and I would die. One day, I examined my reason for being afraid of death. *The unknown...what if...

Thank you, Deb.

Meditation

Exercise

Talking

Writing

Hey, I'm dealing with the same thing with scars right now. It's hard for me to wrap my head around everything that I've done to myself...and it makes me very angry. I think alot of healing from these feelings has to do with self acceptance. That can be really difficult, and I am struggling with it t...

No, not at all! I saw one today that was 4x that size.

What's with the HUGE signatures I've been seeing lately?

Has anyone else noticed this?

I worry about what I'm going to say to my own child one day.

So far, I don't have any good responses to an unborn childs probing questions. I guess I have a few years to figure them out.

That's a good question. I have the hardest time with negative emotions like frustration and rage. What I've been doing to cope is trying not to put myself in a situation where I will feel those emotions. Sometimes it just happens though, and then it's hard. I know that I shouldn't avoid those emotio...

Cool...all my wishes can never come true though for obvious reasons. I wish ignorance would disappear completely I wish that we were not confined so utterly by our mortal bodies I wish magic and mystery were still factors in our world I wish that mankind in general could be trusted I wish that the n...