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ive tried st johns wort for a while and the only effect it had was to make my contraceptive pill not work, thus giving me the scare of my life!
chocolate contains serotonin which makes you feel happy thats my excuse anyway

G: i still fancy the arse off you and even though im really glad that we're still friends and can talk for ages, i still keep looking at you and wanting to kiss you or climb into your arms and feel you next to me again. infact, im kinda hoping that once you've got over the stuff youre going through ...

i wish i was slim
i wish i was confident
i wish i was motivated
i wish i wasnt tired all the time
i wish my ex still wanted to be with me
i wish i had a lot more money
i wish i could stop time
i wish i didnt want to si all of the time at the min
i wish i didnt have to use scalpels to make stencils

i didnt last night because my flatmate had confiscated and hidden my knife and even though i have scissors i'm really picky about what i use.... after a while it wasnt as urgent tho...

thankyou!!!

hi! im an old user returning to the board a bit older and wiser and i was wondering if i would be able to change my screen name to something a little bit more...me?
i'd like to change it to 'art-girl' if thats ok?
sorry for causing hassle!!
jenny

i go find somebody to hug. usually the feeling of someones arms around me calms me down enough to step away from the situation and ask myself if i really need to self harm. if theres noone around to hug i'll play the 15 minute game until there is, even if it means staying up till 4 in the morning wh...