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I guess it depends on what I am into during that time. I have been fighting for 10 years and just recently I am over 6 months SI free. I try to - Write fiction - Write poetry - draw objects that are not real or do not make sense. - talk a walk alone - take a walk with someone I love - read to my kid...

Writting is my way of expression. I feel that when my "tendencies" are at their peak, any kind of of art usually helps me. If I focus on something rather than myself, I usually fight through the "craving". I know that everyone is different and this may not work for some people but I am 6months 1 1/...

Thank you for all of your support. You have no idea how grateful I am for reading your thoughts. It is BUS that has helped me to stay strong and not cut like I did and you guys have helped me get through yet another mental battle with myself. I appreciate all of you coming to bring me support. Than...

I am so sorry that he went behind your back. Sometimes people that we love the most do things that we despise. You have the right to feel hurt and burned. My suggestion is do something to distract you from all of this. (writting, painting, picture taking...whatever is you favorite medicine) This re...

Si is something that always will be with you until one day you decide that it has no place in your life anymore. That does not mean that you will be able to stop so easily but it is a start to stop. I think SI is like something with layers, the more layers you shed by fighting the SI the more battl...

I have been fighting SI for years now (about 13y) I have been SI Free for 6 monyhs and 1 1/2 weeks and yesterday I almost lost the battle BUT I DID NOT CUT MYSELF. My brothers and mother are all fighting and one would think that a 27y old would not really be affected by all of this, but it hurts. O...