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possible trigger**SI I have never read anyone else desccribing this before. I genuinely thought that it was just me. I can't walk by anything that could be considered a *tool* and not vividly imagine it's use against myself and how good that would make me feel. It has been such an integral part of m...

1) I can't feel anything, and then there's some part far underneath where I can't get to that feels on edge, close to breaking up. It's like i feel dead still and moving 180 mph at the same time. I don't understand how they coexist and never cross into each other. I can never articulate feelings whe...