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i need an other option lol. i voted sleep less. but it is really hard to tell. i go through periods where i sleep 4 hours a night, then times where i sleep 6 and wake up 3 or 4 times, and then there are periods where i sleep 8 hours. lol.

ed su stop denying there is a problem!!! i'm NOT ok. just because you found out i throw up at dinner ( although i said it's only been 6 months and i still eat b. and l.) does not mean i've stopped. you may not see me go to the bathroom...but i go to my room. i've kept one meal down since you found o...

i'm too tired to deal with it.

because i have a dr. appt on thursday to get meds and i have to be honest but convince her i do not si currently

perfect timing to get a part time job
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maybe su you left. just like everyone else. you said you would not leave, you said no matter how i tried i could not push you away. maybe i scared you away. but no, i think you believe there is no hope for me. just like everyone else...i believe it to. i am hopeless. there is no way i will make it t...

anyone irl: ed please help me. just listen. i'm so scared and alone. i can see myself losing more and more control. i don't know what to do anymore. this ed has taken over my life and it hurts. everything hurts. i'm dying inside. destroying my body slowly. and i can't stop. and no one hears me. no o...

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mom: i hate how you tear me apart with every fucking thing. i will never be good enough for you will i? just another disappointment in your life. i hate how you make everything my fault and you take it out on me. i hate how you talk about other families. how you say if the kid has a problem, they ar...

I wish i was skinny I wish i wasn't me i wish i was normal i wish i didn't hurt i wish i didin't have to rely on si and ed i wish i could make my friends happy i wish i could help everyone here i wish i wasn't part of my family i wish my mom didn't hate me i wish i didn't feel so alone and misunders...

I want to cry, I need to, but I can't. nothing will come. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(...

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this is a really good idea! :) i've just made my decision to stop and I came across this post. *I don't want scars *I'm tired of hurting myself and others *I want to be able to put this behind me *I don't want to feel like I'm leading separate lives *I'm tired of lying when people ask (I'm not good ...