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I'm worried that I'm out of uni.
I'm worried about my dad's reaction to me failing.
I'm worried about my next exam.
I'm worried about my inability to DO something.

The last time I wanted to SI, I didn't because I knew my girlfriend would have a shitfit and my sister would be disappointed with me.

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I don't know. Stress of exams in a few weeks. I get like this every time I study. I can't fail this year. I can't... Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? Yes I've been here before. I tried...