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excellent, Chey, for taking care of yourself. you deserve it in a big way.

I'm proud of myself today because April will be 6 months without SI.

sometimes I feel like I should go to my therapist appointments drunk so I'll be honest. I'm new to therapy (about 3 months of it) and I desperately want it to help. any suggestions on opening up or how to talk? I get real bad anxiety right before and almost back out but somehow I talk myself into go...

I love him,
he is the reason I am still living
and sometimes I disdain him for it.