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I didn't do something stupid which would've required me to wear more bandages.
Yeah, I'm proud of that... And tired, but really proud.
I can do this! 4 days.

To my mother: Why did you ask me if you should stay with him? Why did you left him do that to you? I was just a ----ing boy, I couldn't protect you... I had to watch you suffer but it was YOUR CHOICE! I wanted us both out! I needed to save BOTH OF US! And now, I've lived all my life next to a monste...

- I made my problem public to someone for the first time.
- I thought of hope when I had the urge, so I didn't hurt myself today.
- I talked to my mother over the phone without arguing

Hurt cover by Johnny Cash and the link in my signature, which is Lemon by Katy Rose. - Hurt lyrics: I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I b...

I think it would be... Probably white or a clear color, but parts of it would look dirty. Also, there would be these stains, big stains of blackish red/brown/stained yellow growing on the walls, like they've been splattered. And a big, dripping stain on the roof. How ugly... I'd take off the stains,...

My feelings would improve if I gave myself permission to feel them.

I went to the school therapist today. She's a very nice lady, very warm. She's been trying to help me, so today and I showed her my burning wounds. She was a bit shocked, but I think that at the same time she expected it. She asked me to try and not to do it again and every time I visit her she leav...