bus

go about deleting my old place so that i can have a new one??

sorry to be a pain, i just could do with a fresh new space to write.

because i am the happiest ive been in ages and i wudve fucked it all up.

thanks

how can i centre things?

my plan is to get out of bed and go into uni.

ric - why did you have to hurt me so much? i agreed that we should break up, it was the right decision but why couldn't we stay friends? you said we would, i thought it'd go back to best friends like it was before but now you just ignore me and treat me like you never cared.

i wish my best friend didnt hate me i wish i wasnt such a dick

music
my journal
stars
my cazfairy
eye liner

i wish that i had faith in myself i wish that i could trust people i wish that i didnt feel lost i wish that i knew what i want i wish someone would just listen to everything i had to say and hug me without saying anything i wish i had my best friend back :cry: i wish i could say no to drugs i wish ...

because i love my bf too much to hurt or loose him.

i wish i could be happy
i wish for my relationship to work

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i wish i was happy
i wish i was thin
i wish i wasnt stupid
i wish my parents knew about my *si* and were ok with it
i wish i was beautiful
i wish i was normal
i wish i didnt hurt