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thanks so much!!! you're fantastic

thank you so much jo! it looks much better. you are a legend. hear me?? a legend

does anyone know how to get the ' ' out of my 'marriage is love' signature? i tried to take it out of the code in my profile but it just made the line really skinny.

i'm sure i copied the code right from the web site, but i don't know what happened...?

sorry for losing it last post. i just really wanted for someone to hear me. thank you mab, balletomane and lycander. i really appreciate your replies. to end it off, i did end up cutting- pretty bad as well. thinking of going to the gp to get it stitched but i have no car... oh well. thanks once aga...

got to get off now.



*jumps up and down*

SOMEBODY FUCKING LISTEN TO ME

okay, this isn't a threat. i really will be online for 5 more mins- my sister needs the computer. please can someone help me?? i really want to cut. i've been going so well lately except for yesterday when i cut deeply on my hand, but it's like i'm an alcoholic thats got a taste for vodka. i need to...

thank you so much ben. really, thank you.

i'll have to write that to a sticky paper and put it on the monitor!

okay, this has been happening for quite a while now. at first i just thought it was an 'accident' or something, but it has happened so many times i'm getting really really pissed off. when i'm typing a reply, often i will have typed a couple of decent sized paragraphs, the i insert a smilie, or some...

thanks wendy for your kind words.

i didn't end up by cutting, but today has been even worse than yesterday...so i'm feeling the same urges, only stronger.

hope i can fight...

i want to cut. so bad. i don't know if i can control it. i haven't done it in over a week, and i've gone the whole of october only slipping 3 times- september was 4. and i want to beat the record of september. but i don't think i can. i'm shaking and having heart palpitations and can't stop thinking...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? i had a bad day and the urge has been building up for days. Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? oh yeah. been here before alright. but all i've done in the past is give in and cut anyway...

thank you so much. that means a lot to me. i'm struggling a bit right now though...

i think it's fantastic that you were able to answer those questions with such insight and honesty. by the sounds of things, you're pretty in touch with what sets you off and how you can deal with that. it's great that you can ring your pdoc out of hours( :evil: jealous glare!) and you now have some ...

first of all i'm so sorry that you had to experience that. no one should have to go through what you went through. i admire you for not cutting when your mum told you to (at least i don't think you did...) if i was in your situation i can totally see myself screaming, 'fine, i'll cut your name into ...

i'm not sure if this is the right place to share this, please forgive me if it's not ( :oops: just new to this forum) i have been trying to go the month of september without cutting. so far i've only relapsed 3 times (which is incredible compared to what i used to be like) and even those times weren...

i'm going to post here, more for the theraputic value for myself than anything else. just to get into my thick head that oding isn't pretty. selfish? you choose. they say that insanity is repeating the same behaviour over and over expecting different results. i'll be the first to admit it then I'M T...

THANK YOU SOOO MUCH IME!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

okay, i've changed my profile...lets see if it works...

HELP ME!!!! I HATE COMPUTERS!!! THEY'RE EVIL!!!!

yes, i'm doing all those things
*FRUSTRATION*