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no...I don't need to hurt myself to prove that there's something wrong, I just felt that because I hadn't SI'd in so long that the doctor wasn't taking me seriously, even if I did hurt myself now it would make no difference to their opinion, I wouldn't show a doctor anyway. thought processes...I'm c...

thank you all of those things sound good...not just for the doctor who made me feel invalidated but also for everyone else in my life who seems to have done the same.

thanks

1. how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? the situation wont change, the feeling wont change in the long run I'll just be putting of thinking about it for a bit 2. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? It will bring more prob...

I noticed that too...I wondered who the mysterious, invisible watcher was so I highlighted it and saw the admin name...I hadn't noticed if it was different before though

hey...aren't we allowed to vote for nosebleed? but they was my favourite

I'm still in the before for SI, urging a lot but managing not to. Gave in to the urge to binge and that has intensified my feelings of self hatred and my desire to SI. I am utterly disgusted with myself and my body. I wont SI tonight, I can't both SI and binge on the same night as it's a strain on m...

urges urges urges triggered by my ED triggered by work yesterday and SA flashbacks triggered triggered triggered I haven't harmed myself but today I have eaten so much that I feel sick, it's just another way of abusing my body and one I hate just as much as I hate SI. I need to get through tomorrow ...

First things first, this mentions ED-ish stuff, I hope that is OK as that is my main trigger right now. If the ED stuff is inappropriate here please delete or let me know :) Thanks # Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I'm struggling a lot with eating issues, feel...

I've not been in the hospital after an OD but I have taken a few and it's not pleasant even if you don't end up having your stomach pumped or drinking charcoal. I found the stomach cramps unbearable and considering what I used to OD I couldn't then take painkillers for the pain in my stomach. I was ...

when I first started taking the pill the nurse said wait 7 days after you start taking it, after 9 days on the pill the chance of getting pregnant isn't that high I don't think
take care of yourself and I hope that things go ok and you aren't pregnant

*hugs* take care of yourself please

I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight...uh...this morning ;) ...I wish I had a concentration span of more than about 5 seconds ...I wish for some happy news in the papers ...I wish everyone I knew were happy and without problems ...I wish I had the chunky mary-janes with the sta...

just because I'm not hurting myself doesn't mean I'm not hurting, sometimes I just need someone to chat to even if I feel fine, someone to take away the lonliness. I don't want to feel that I'm not as important as everyone else. I always have to wait, why am I bottom of the list just because I'm "ge...

please just for once will you put your dirty clothes in the basket not on the floor, please

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
why why why why why?????????
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*curls up in ball on the floor and cries*

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:bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl::bawl:
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*curls up in corner*

*curls up in corner with fluffy blanket*