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I made mine as postsecret postcards...I hope that's ok.

*pm's ok, but Im sure they aren't that interesting!*

You actions were way out of order. It was not fair to put me in that position and you made me feel like shit. Stop texting me, I feel really uncomfortable and cross.

V - You are a narrow minded, judgemental hypocrite.
I hate how you leave me feeling, and wish you were not in my group.

beaten

over 6 months....

too much

I don't know that I have the energy to cry.
But my insides are crying.
I'm too tired.
Low and tired.

I have thrown up every day for weeks.
Laxatives again.
I cannot see any poiint in keeping my appointment when I am so messed up.
Its wasting their time.

Frightened that there is no future. What if I have left it too late to work on the things that are coming up? I cannot see a future, for the first time in my life I have no idea of the path I will take. It leaves me wanting no path at all, and I know thats not good. I have this vague awareness of ho...

It is over 6 months since I si'd. I've had urges but never felt this close to it... how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? The situation won't change. Its not possible to truly change things with a cut or a bruise. The feelings probably won't really change either, not in the me...

I feel beaten

too tired

its no life

im such a fuck up

I feel really hurt.
Really hurt.
After all I have done...

Heres a few other threads you might like to look at with ideas for boxes. I think they are a great idea, though I have yet to find enough self worth to justify spending time and care to make myself one... :roll: Will think about it again though! Good luck with yours, let us know how it goes :) http:...

pointeless, that is fantastic, well done! :blush: I am proud of myself for telling my best friend that she had been so inwardly focussed in the past few months that I am left feeling unimportant, and uncared for. I know it wasn't her intention to make me feel this way, she was just being a bit thoug...

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i am worried about the echocardiogram. I feel frightened that my body may really be damaged in a way I didn't mean. I can't tell anyone because it would look like attention seeking. What if its not ok.

*sobs*

*sobs long and hard*

Arrrrrrrgh!
why can't you see? why can't I tell you. STOP!!

I dont think I can take much more...

*opens mouth to scream, but nothing comes out*