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by Luftballoons
Thu Aug 30, 2007 6:15 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: almost 3 years and now this *mild SI and drinking*
Replies: 1
Views: 83

almost 3 years and now this *mild SI and drinking*

Okay I am seriously getting drunk because I cannot handle my mother. A while ago she said that she was just waiting until my grandparents (her parents) died so she could divorce my dad. Ever since then a part of me has hated her. And she is the cause of a huge amount of their problems because she ha...
by Luftballoons
Sun Nov 21, 2004 10:01 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: After post (sorry...) *SI*
Replies: 3
Views: 365

I'm not sure what kind of feedback you are wanting, but I'll post some thoughts/suggestions. If your job is causing you to cry and be so stressed out that it is affecting your well-being, then I don't think it would make you a "failure" to quit. We all have different kinds of work environments that ...
by Luftballoons
Thu Oct 14, 2004 6:05 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: after.
Replies: 2
Views: 149

Was Bill with you or were you two talking over the phone? I know I can sometimes feel really lonely even if my boyfriend Aaron is right there with me, and it's been hard for me to learn how to ask for what I want and to tell him what I am feeling......instead of saying "I feel lonely and really need...
by Luftballoons
Wed Sep 29, 2004 5:51 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: On edge right now
Replies: 3
Views: 170

I did not hurt myself. I cried, hyperventilated to the point that my chest felt funny and I was all dizzy, and was generally a wreck, but I didn't SI. He finally came over at 10:15pm (!), saying that he did not call because he didn't know how to work my cell phone (:roll: because it's not like a col...
by Luftballoons
Wed Sep 29, 2004 1:38 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: On edge right now
Replies: 3
Views: 170

On edge right now

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I'm really anxious and feel like my heart is going to leap out of my chest because my boyfriend is off at some club he's just joined at college and the meeting started at 6:15pm; it's 8:34pm right now and he still hasn't called...
by Luftballoons
Mon Aug 16, 2004 10:11 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Paint a room
Replies: 46
Views: 4253

Ooh, cool question. I am feeling kind of blank at the moment, to be honest, so my ideal room would probably be one with a simplistic oriental theme.....white with nice accents in black, red, blue, green (simple colours), with some nice simple pictures on the wall of cats (look up Chen Dehong's cat p...
by Luftballoons
Tue Jun 01, 2004 1:21 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: if you have OD'd i need to talk to you *su*
Replies: 171
Views: 19920

The look on my mom's face when she rushed into the ER and saw me throwing up black charcoal was horrible. Just typing that made me want to cry. She was trying to not throw up, crying, couldn't believe that I would have done something like that. I had an allergic reaction to the tylenol "antedote" gi...
by Luftballoons
Fri Apr 02, 2004 4:10 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: Info about usergroups?
Replies: 1
Views: 657

Info about usergroups?

Another board that I moderate on is thinking about getting a debate forum and I mentioned to her the neat way you guys have memberships/usergroups to some forums. She wants more info, and I'm not sure what to tell her. I guess what I'm asking is info about what software version/name is run here, and...
by Luftballoons
Fri Feb 06, 2004 12:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 77511

Because I knew my boyfriend, who has been so understanding and supportive of me stopping, would be sad if I did.