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I wish I had not assumed the new nurse at work was a new grad, instead of with 9 years experience and just no experience in my field. Wooops! Nisi wins world's biggest a*hole award! Right up there with asking someone who's not actually got a baby sticking out of them if they're pregnant. Lesson lear...

Like, even though things aren't really good, that I might just be heading in the right direction, and maybe this struggle time is all about getting me to something that I need to sustain my wellbeing.

I :pinkheart: that Sia song... ended up with it on 2 different compilations I bought recently But for me, today, is an :oops: - see 'evidentiary proof' below: woke up today with this feelin' Better things are comin' my way And i f the sunshine has a meaning Telling me not to let things get in my way...

Willy Mason - Oxygen I wanna be better than oxygen So you can breathe when you're drowning and weak in the knees I wanna speak louder than Ritalin For all the children who think that they've got a disease I wanna be cooler than t.v. For all the kids that are wondering what they are going to be We ca...

Loose Lips - Kimya Dawson (not all of it exactly, but especially the beginning bit)

Happy birthday to me - by the Vandals It's my birthday and I'll do what I want to Fuck you it's my birthday. A special holiday only for me, so do what I say, it's my party, I'll make you cry if I want to...or leave. Fuck you, it's not your birthday, so do what I say. For 24 hours your wishing me wel...

Not the whole song, just the chorus : The Message - Grandmaster Flash "Don't push me cos I'm close to the edge I'm trying not to lose my head Uh huh huh huh" It's the first song I've heard mention sacroiliac though, even if they do talk about breaking it... tsk tsk, A- in rap anatomy *grin* Kind tho...

Colin Hay - I just don't think I'll ever get over you I drink good coffee every morning Comes from a place that's far away And when I'm done I feel like talking Without you here there is less to say I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy What is closer to the truth That if I lived till I was 102 I ju...

Waking up tired - Hoodoo Gurus. Oh, the nights are long And I'm so tired of waking up tired, Man, they just drag on and on And I'm so tired of waking up tired. The company I'm keeping Won't let me get my sleep in. Oh, I hate the light And I'm so tired of waking up tired. The morning sun is getting w...

I just wasn't made for these times The Beach Boys (Wilson/Asher) - from Pet Sounds. I keep looking for a place to fit Where I can speak my mind Ive been trying hard to find the people That I wont leave behind They say I got brains But they aint doing me no good I wish they could Each time things st...

1. I'm scared of pain.

2. I don't want to die.

3. I don't want to lose control.

Thankooooooo Laura, muchly muchly muchly

Kind thoughts and gentle light,
Nisi

My gp(general practitioner=family doctor=primary care physician?) saw the recent si when I had my physical the other day... he said "I thought you weren't doing that anymore" and "maybe we need to increase the (psychdrug) dose if you're doing that again". But it wasn't in a bad way. He's the only pe...

Heya Anastasia.... Sorry to take so long to reply. I hope you're doing okay. That sucks, what that person said. No-one who's depressed or sad or upset whether clinically or otherwise deserves to be treated badly. Nor should they be. I can understand why you would feel hurt by what that person said. ...

. I keep tekkin everyone oh yea, I'll do this, I'll do that. but I know I won't. I'll keep bein crummy me. I'm such a stupid bitch. I keep lying and I just can't handle it. I want it all to go away. Make it stop. You are not crummy. You are not a stupid bitch. Not doing things doesn't make you a li...

I was sleepy

Nisi