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C: they are not my freaking little friends!!!!!!!!! They are a part of me....Grrrrrrrr..... I'm not really sure why I try to tell you anything when it is so obvious that you don't understand any of it. Sure you try and I know that you try but still...... I try to be careful of what I tell you. Try t...

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Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I feel the need to hurt myself because everything is crap. I want to to deal with everything that keeps coming up in my brain. Everything that I can't get rid of. SA, emotional abuse, how I'm so scared of everything. How badly ...

Something well not so bad but just really scary just happened to someone who I care a lot about and made me realize how easily it could happen to me :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :baw...

W- Don't you see how I lie to you? And how it is breaking my heart? I trust you. Please please please take advantage of that and let me talk. I am dying to tell you everything. I promise I won't make it too hard. Just let me know. I can't live in this limbo. and I'm so damn sick of the lies. All I w...

W: FOR CRYING OUT LOUD MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND!!!!!!!!! Either you are worried about me or you aren't, just don't go and tell Clare one thing and then when I react to it tell me that it is just a rumour. It wasn't a rumour...... Clare KNOWS what she heard and you asking about me after that comment th...

Reasons why I won't SI: I don't deserve to be forced to relive everything I went through everytime I look at my arms I don't deserve to be hurting myself for things that are out of my control I don't want to hurt anyone other than myself because I am hurting I want to be able to find new ways to cop...

Hmm this is a weird and cool idea that I just had while talking to Twilit_Star and so this was what I came up with. We all have reasons why we don't want to SI and why we don't want to hurt ourselves, so I thought that this would be a great place for us to all post and remind ourselves all the reaso...

W- *sigh* You think you know what is really going on. You think that everything is fine and wonderful. Especially compared to last year. And then to top all of that off you are leaving me. As per usual anyone who I trust leaves.... It's a fucking unwritten rule. And I'm sick of it. And no one really...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh Okay now the explaination My favorite teacher is leaving my school My mom is driving me CRAZY... and making me feel like I am worthless. And the one which is REALLY bugging me My doctor who knows about my SI calls, has a large ...