bus

im too scared to get wat i want. always. its easier to not try and never be disappointed. even though it means ill never be happy.
i hate being like this.

im so lost that dont even know how to begin to find my way. the thought of starting on that path is so overwhelming i put it off 'till tomorrow' every day. im scared that one day ill be ready to put my energy toward it, only it will be too late....