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Why? Why is everything so wrong?
Why her when it should have been me?

Do I not even exist to you or something? I know I've never been one to fit in, but to be acknowledged I exist would be enough. I guess I'm just not good enough for you. Who cares? Me, at times. As sad and pathetic as it may seem, I want to fit in and be noticed, although it will not change anything.

All I say is nothing to you. You make me feel like I'm not worth it anymore. And for that reason, I'm saying goodbye. I don't want to... but I have to. I'm sorry. "I'm so afraid to push you from my mind, like the fear of forgetting what light is like when you close your eyes..." I will always keep y...

I love you Matt. You've made everything worth it. You've made me want to live again. I'm so sorry I've been difficult and I'm sorry I've tried to push you away so many times. I don't know how I'm going to get through each day without you. Even the most horrible day was better just knowing that I cou...

ditto brokendreams

I can't stop crying...everyone at work is looking at me like I'm crazy...and yet no asks if I'm okay. Is it too much to ask for just one person to care about me?

I wish someone would love me

i'm scared... i'm sick... and don't know what to do...
and i don't want to be alone right now

the hardest thing to do is watch the person you love, love somebody else...

Mom: Please stop asking questions. I just wanted you to know the truth, and now I feel like I have to lie again. I don't want to go into details, I don't want to show you...I just wanted you to know... Dad: You haven't said a single word to me. Do you think that if you ignore this it will go away? I...