bus

i love my soon to be husband (two months to go). although he is frustrating as hell i would die for him. in fact i have never been in love before him

people who use "americans" as a dirty word make me so mad i want to hurt someone. If you don't like america don't ever fucking visit here then. and don't talk to me because saying you hate americans also means you hate me.

PMs okay
In less than four months i'm getting married. I'm not sure if i want to anymore

I'm fricking just got engaged and his parents hate it and can't be happy.

i wish you were back home now

glass angel wrote:

I sometimes find myself planning on how i would attempt SU but not die from it; then i realise that that is defeating the object.

me too

I know that feeling too

PMs fine

pretty soon I'm afraid I won't know who I am anymore I'll be what they want me to be

replies fine

I keep telling him its fine he didn't get me an engagment ring for christmas after all. this is the first time i've lied to him.

I tell him its okay and it will be as soon as I can stop crying

Ilove him soooo much

I just wish i could say it back to him

I used to sleep with men and steal their money.......now I'll probably just sleep with them for money

when you call me beautiful i want to claw your eyes out

although i love him if he doesn't propose soon i'm dumping him

pm's fine

I tell him the meds work great. I stopped taking them a month ago

mallie wrote:Good on you

[by the way, some people post about their exercise things on the please be healthy board, it could be a great place for you if you want to have an ongoing place to talk about it ]

didn't really want a place to talk about it just was sayint sorry

just forget about it

karen- i love you and i'm so sorry i didn't get to see you before you died. the regret will haunt me everyday

I think it is possible to get your urge from just not SI ing it happens to me quite a bit

pm's okay

*rel trigs*

my boyfriend is a devout christian....... i don't believe in god. I don't think i'll ever tell him

kirk- i love you. although i can't say it back right now i do.

everyone else-i can't fucking do it okay? i just want to die why can't you hear me screaming?

-i'm not afraid to die. I'm afraid everyone will hate me if i do.

-i love him i just can't say it back right now