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The last time I spoke to you, you said, "thank god says you" when everyone else came over. You thought I didn't want to be there. That wasn't true. I was so glad we were spending some time together., but I never showed you. For that, I will never, ever forgive myself. I'm so sorry. I love you. I mis...

Sometimes he scares me.

Part of me secretly wouldn't mind if I were with child..

I've never been in so much pain in my life. I don't know it it's a physical problem, or just my screwed-up head, but either way it sucks and I don't know what I'm meant to do about it.

I think I hate you.

It proved to me you cared.
I think it might have been worth it.

I slept with a stranger.

I miss you more than I can ever allow myself to admit to anyone.

I do believe in fairies. (I do, I do.)

I looked through your photos on Facebook. Again.
It's obsessive, and it's weird, and it's pathetic.
But I miss you.

I used to want to leave Northern Ireland.
Now, I'm desperate to go to uni in Belfast.
I can't face not seeing you for months at a time.

Part of my head wants to still believe in romance and fate and happily ever after. It tells me that I had to go through that to meet you.. it's hoping that out of something pretty crap will come something amazing. The cynical, realistic part of my head tells me if I'm stupid enough to believe that, ...

Avril Lavigne - Wish you were here I can be tough I can be strong But with you, It's not like that at all Theres a girl who gives a shit Behind this wall You just walk through it And I remember all those crazy thing you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywher...

I think you're going to break up with me soon.
Which means I can't SU for the next few months in case people think you were the reason.
I can't dye my hair back to black either.

Annybelly wrote:It seems to be better again today..

But I'll admit I'm not very computer-literate.. what on earth is clearing the cache!?

My thoughts exactly

...And it keeps happening..

Yeah, it's happening me as well, and is a tad inconvenient

I'd rather we had an aquaintences with benefits scenario, than a relationship..

I think about you more than anything else.