bus

vulnerable
sad
useless

can't you EVER stop fucking fighting and making each other miserable? and when the fuck is either of you going to wake up to the fact that you are pretty fucked up and like, my mental illnesses did not happen in a vacuum?! FOR FUCK'S SAKE

sick
jumpy
on edge
triggered
angry

does this ever go away?

a bit nervy but glad to have sorted some things out

JUST FUCK OFF
JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND FUCK OFF AND NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN

In the day by day collision Called the art of growing up There's an innocence we look for in the stars To be taken back to younger days When there was no giving up On the people we held closest to our hearts Yeah it is you that I remember in that glowing It is you that took my first away from me It...

tired
nervous
creative
phlegmatic

I'm kinda too tired to put a lot of effort into worrying about things?
I'mma eat and write some fic and sleep and that's that.

tense
jittery
restless
nostalgic

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA the footsteps that walked next to me have gone their separate ways I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way I've seen enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say I've heard that evil comes di...

sick
panicking
afraid

fffffuck

tense
tearful
scared

my flatmates had a [really minor] fight and I ... don't deal with conflict well

tense
really jittery
angry at myself for not getting things done fast enough
guilty & ashamed about not doing things & the state of my flat
nervous about tomorrow
lonely

overwhelmed ...
relieved at being back
sad & guilty after everything
hopeful that things will be better
& worried that they won't
a lot of love for my friends
tired

Anger is a valid emotion, a valid response to all the fuckery that goes down in the world, it's what moves people to change things, it's what gets shit done. It is a part of being human. So seriously, fuck you for being judgy and shaming me for HAVING A FUCKING EMOTION, and telling me it's not right...

You are actually kind of a douchebag you know that? Like seriously. Get off of your fucking high horse, stop thinking you're so superior and criticising every little fucking thing. Also. The welfare state is not a 'frivolity'. Saying things like 'you throw like a girl' or calling people 'pussies' IS...

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panicky about revision.

make a plan for the next few days ... and stick to it.