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i rlly appreciate all the replies.. thanks everyone

well my friend deondra... she has a kid. n shes mature. im not in skool. so no skool counselor n i dnt member the last time i was at the doctor.. so no doctor.. ugh. i jus want everything to go away.

these are the same parents who dont believe tht my uncle molested me n still make me see him during family things...

my parents will blame me n they have a right to.. they wont be supportive... theyll yell n be pissed at me...

i decided to just go and get the damn pregnancy test about 2 hrs ago.. i took it... it said positive.. so i went n bought 2 more tests after tht...... n both of those said positive too....... i feel so stupid.. how can i raise a kid when i can barely take care of myself..?!

but its happened once b4 n i chose to drink.... my friend lied to me n said he was gonna be there but he wasnt n then i had no way to get home cuz i was 20miles outta town but i still chose to go there.. how can it not be my fault..

thanks for ur reply.. imma buy a pregnancy test tomorrow.. its just so embarrassing. and hugs are ok

i think im pregnant........... but not from my bf. from when someone decided to drug my fricken drink n get me to sleep with him. i hate myself.. i just cant believe i got myself into another stupid situation n i just dont kno what to do.. im against abortion. its like murder to me. im scared tht iv...