bus

useless. rejected. hopeless. unforgivably not there.

time of dying- On the ground I lay Motionless in pain I can see my life flashing before my eyes Did I fall asleep? Is this all a dream Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will n...

Exhausted. Betrayed. Alone. Helpless. Hopeless.

I talked to a close friend of mine who is amazing. Like a brother. He talked to me until i decided that it wasn't worth it for the time being and calmed down.

Jar of Hearts
All downhill from here

*si*
Im finding it too hard to fight the urges. To hard to fight back.
And to my ex: you cheated. You lied. But I didn't. I LOVE YOU!

Monster- Lady Gaga
Who knew?- Pink

I like myself because........ I am athletic I do... art ...very well I feel good about...... my friends My friends would tell you I have a great..... sense of humor My favorite place is...... the barn …. connor ....loves me! People say I am a good... listener I have been told that I have pretty........

pain, riot, I hate everything about you, animal I have become- all by Three Days Grace
Cut- Plum
funhouse- pink

tired
stressed
sick
confused
ticked off
angsty
disappointed
let down
dead (emotionally/to the world)
alone

*SA* *SI*



I never sstopped cutting I only got better at it and hiding it
My friend was raped...and might be pregnant...at fifteen!
I never got over "jt" probably never will. he is with me always.

My vision for this forum is for you all to beable to come and post something like you would in "Things Left Unsaid" exceot here it is not so much something you say as something you know that is a secret of yours. anything you want to share with in the parameters for these forums...if you don't know ...

According to you
apologize
ohio is for lovers

Love it Vow of Silence!
erm...
Love Drunk- Boys Like Girls
Behind these Hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson

"JT"- I don't know what I did that makes you hate me so much. If My thought is correct though you need to get over it. Assuming I am right and it is about my Si-ing...I did not tell you what it was so you are making an assumption that could very well be untrue. So, while you were right...what if you...

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You ...

I want to cry. there is so much wrong. but I can't. I don't have time, space, energy, or a will. or...well, I trained my self not to cry...damn it. (pardon the french there). I want to so badly. but now I'm just rambling. thanks. :shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead...

frustrated
alone
tired
confused
in love
angry
misunderstood
overworked
smart
stressed
cared about
needed
uneeded
angsty/urgey

because...
I did not get angry at anyone.
I did not cut up my arms even though I really wanted to.
I lived through the day.
I talked to friends about a problem I'm having.