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My worried feelings would improve if I knew my girlfriend would be okay My scared feelings would improve if I wasn't so afraid of the pain it brings when my girlfriend si My blank feelings would improve if I could just be normal and pretend to be normal My nervous feelings would improve if I could j...

I made it through the night even though i was worried sick and couldn't sleep and was almost throwing up, i didn't si, insted i started a journal of my life

I know how bad it hurts the one you love when you si

I am proud of myself today because i didn't SI even though i wanted to so badly the past 2 days

A song that I wrote myself actually... i can't sleep i couldn't sleep i want to sleep i just can't deal with this i don't know what to do where to go where to run make it stop stop the madness stop the crying stop the tears and the pain i don't want to live like this i don't know whats what i don't ...

My worried feeling would improve if my girlfriend gets through the week she has to work and they would improve if she doesn't SI anymore and just cries instead, which she is so they are partially gone

Last time i wanted to SI was yesterday... I didn't because my girlfriend was there and held me after reading my help post and she reminded me on how she is strong and she hasn't done it in 27 days which made me so proud that when i wanted to i just couldn't because when she held me it just reminded ...