bus

Incapable to explain

I am..
Stupid
Ugly
In pain
Waiting for something that isn't going to happen

I am not..
Trying hard enough

I feel..
Abandoned
Alone

I want..
To take every word back
Pain relief

I need..
Comfort

I have..
A headache
Made a mistake (again)

I love..
Nobody

I hate..
Myself

I feel like I shouldn't be here or anywhere else..

Mentally tired and agonized.
I also feel broken, because due to my tiredness I don't have enough energy to put my thoughts in order and write them down..

Like I've made a stupid mistake and my friend is so disappointed in me..
I hate nightmares
I've slept too much..

I am... avoidant ugly watching a movie petting my rabbit with my leg :) I am not... urgy depressed tired I feel... sad restless a bit worried/anxious bored but still feel better than usual I want... him to write me somebody to hold me and never let me go to be loved a cat I need... to get back to sc...

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quite okay, a bit worried

Really scared, sad, unloved, worthless

I wanted to talk to you in private about that one thing, but obviously you completely forgot.. Or did you just think that it isn't such a big deal, that it doesn't matter? Can't you see how much pain you cause me every single time? Aren't you a bit afraid of losing me? This really really hurts.. I j...

Sad, drained, cold, helpless, abandoned, lonely

Calm, bit blank