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The people I love deserve me to be the best I can be. I want to stop, for them.

I started a spirituality journal.

- I analyzed my dream.
- I felt like I said some good stuff to people that needed it.
- I explored a bit of my spirituality.
- I've felt great!

Lol!

Hehe that was a good one.

I'm glad you two enjoy it. And I agree - the person that wrote it had a great grasp of the English language! I bet they would've been a fun person to talk to, haha.

I love the English language. It had lots of little tidbits and silly things that fascinate me. And I feel it's fascination can be summed up in this poem. It's an exploration of English spelling, and reading it out loud can serve as a good distraction. I hope it can help someone get through urges lik...

I'm feeling.. Well, it's not bad. It's a calm sort of happy, I guess. I still feel a little drowsy from sleep, and I'm looking forward to spending time with my fiance when he gets online.

Because I accepted that Justin has his rights to do what he pleases, and that he *chooses* to spend time with me, as well. Accepting that is a big weight lifter.

I hope for all of these to be true: - I'll be married. :heart: - I'll be physically healthy. (both fit and at a healthy weight) - I'll no longer rely on SI. - I'll find myself beautiful. - I'll be financially independent. - I'd have written at least one book. (Written - not published.. But that woul...

My worries about the future would ease if I started working more concretely towards earning money.

Relaxed. I'm feeling a lot less stressed about the future.. It'll work out. I'll just have to do the best I can and it looks like everything else has already fallen into place!

Good. I'm looking forward to a good day.

I didn't cut. I really wanted to, though.

I want you to be proud of me. I'm scared I've made that impossible for you to feel.

My underlying feelings of shame towards my body would improve if I stopped comparing myself to media portrayals of women.

(damnit, even written down it sounds so hollow! )

Because my sister said, "You know what Anna? You're really going somewhere."

Yay. Sisterly love!

I got my place up! I feel all cozy in it already.

Even though I was unsure about myself, and upset over how I've acted in the past, I let myself be happy today.