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Fuck you. How dare you fucking yell at her, she didn't do a damn thing wrong. How dare you fucking lie about it afterwords. You're fucking 30-something! She's 11 ! God-fucking-dammit! She fucking ran away, and you didn't fucking do anything about it. You just stood there like the ass you are, while ...

do you know how fucked up this is? that you expose me to your second-hand smoke for my whole life, then you try to change and you stop smoking around me. So you still get your ciggs and I'M the one going through fucking withdrawal! I know you're trying to fucking make it better, but goddammit! I do...

I'm such a liar...

thank you for the move. A letter to Steph's daddy * * * * * * * How could you not tell me I have a four-year-old half brother? I mean really? I'm your fucking daughter! You fucking have my email. I check it every fucking day. Why does he get the father that I never had? Why does he get your love? IT...

How could you not tell me I have a four-year-old half brother? I mean really? I'm your fucking daughter! You fucking have my email. I check it every fucking day. Why does he get the father that I never had? Why does he get your love? IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT YOU "WEREN'T READY" FOR A KID WHEN ...

...I'm unsure of this thread...it doesn't seem like the fluffy, open, safe type of thing that is the nest...But I can see it being helpful...just maybe not in the nest?

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i think its my fault that someone is leaving bus...

i fucking hate this. i'm over xxxlbs for the first time. i hate it. i'm so weak. i should only weigh xxlbs and i know it. i don't care if it's healthy or not.

It's not like I fucking mean to not sleep, stop fucking acting like I'm not fucking laying there trying to figure out if there's a goddamn reason to fucking get out of bed! You fucking screaming at me isn't fucking helping!

si * * * * * * * i found a single-edge blade...i'm sorta excited about going back home so i can use it...but at least i have enough willpower not to use it at my gramma's...but i've never planned before...and the blade is so sharp...i can't wait to see how deep it goes and that scares me so fucking ...

every moment I have this voice in my head that just yells at me and points out my flaws all day. The voice in my head that stands up to the yelling one also hates me. I think I'm insane.

Please don't read...

, why. why would you even do that. i was fine until your name came up, C. i'm so scared. i'm so scared. i'm most scared of the possibility that they're right, and that by coming here i've sealed my fate. that i'm never going to get better. i'm so scared. i really am.

I cut today.
I didn't even try to stop myself.
I'm so scared...

i am worried, worthless, wretched, wasteful, weak, unsure, upset, troubled, truculent, typical, undesirable, timid, tired, thoughtless, tense, terrible, strange, squeamish, sneaky, sad, scary, secretive, selfish, quarrelsome, repulsive, panicky, pathetic, obnoxious, nervous, mean, lazy, lonely, jit...

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