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by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Sat Dec 04, 2010 1:30 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 89748

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

i miss you. i miss you so fucking much. i miss talking, and just sitting next to you i miss listening to you joking around with our friends in the art room. i miss the way you'd make sure that i was right next to you i miss the way you hugged me. and it still fucking hurts. i miss you. please, can'...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Sun Nov 21, 2010 12:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 89748

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I'm not fucking BULIMIC!
I do NOT BINGE!
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Purging does not equal bulimia!
STOP GOING THROUGH MY SHIT! It's MINE! I gave you my tools, and the band-aids and the rest of the stuff goddammit!
FUCK OFF! I'm 14, being secretive is fucking NORMAL! Wanting privacy is fucking NORMAL!
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Mon Nov 15, 2010 5:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 89748

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

i like you. alot. god, just please stop avoiding me, ignoring me. hell, at least tell me why! what did i do? monday was awesome, i want to come over again. it was the most content ive felt in the past 3 years. i wasnt bored at all, and we were watching the fucking 4 o' clock news! you made the 4 o' ...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Thu Sep 02, 2010 10:49 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
Replies: 107
Views: 9629

Re: Secrets and more (please stay safe)

What is your secret? i'm still purging and restricting. and i don't want to stop. Why is it a secret? b/c i need it to be, if someone found out, they'd make me stop. What are your feelings about this secret? i'm ashamed, and paranoid that someone will find out. Why are you telling this secret now? ...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Fri May 28, 2010 10:53 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 104542

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

i'm thirteen, and i smoke. and i don't really care about my health anymore. fuck it. i'm so stupid.
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Fri May 28, 2010 10:47 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 89748

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

thanks for remembering me, guys. (am i really that invisible? i was gone for months, and no one even fucking noticed...)

:cry:
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Tue Mar 30, 2010 5:56 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 77771

Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

Thirds that idea.

I always go back to read my old secrets.
Sometimes I need to
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Sat Mar 20, 2010 10:33 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

I love you kimmy.
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by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Wed Mar 03, 2010 3:26 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

i don't want to get help. you weren't supposed to find out about my ed. my weren't. i don't wanna talk about it. i don't wanna be 'healthy' i wanna be 'xx'lbs. i want to look sick. i want to be sick. i want people to look at me and be worried, even if they don't know me. i don't want to recover. i ...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Thu Feb 11, 2010 6:50 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

NO! Emma! I do NOT fucking want to go to your house today. You fucking hacked my pokemon acccount and wasted 15,000 of MY POINTS (half of my total points) on a pokemon THAT I DON'T EVEN LIKE! Just saying "plz dont b mad" isn't going to make me any less pissed. If I still had your password, I'd fucki...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Sun Jan 24, 2010 9:55 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 77771

Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

**ED**




I have a pro-ana xanga...and I update it alot...and I love it, even though I know it's wrong...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Tue Jan 05, 2010 1:03 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

I didn't "start cutting again"...I never fucking stopped and you never fucking noticed.
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Sat Jan 02, 2010 9:33 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

What gives me hope?

...buslist.org/phpBB GMH
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Wed Dec 30, 2009 9:42 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Daddy--Thank you for bringing the puppy, it made seeing you a lot less awkward...it's funny how one little thing can change years of built up tension.
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Tue Dec 29, 2009 8:02 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

1--Yes, I forgive you.

2--No, you did not make that up. That is an old internet meme. You do not need to lie to me.
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Sat Dec 12, 2009 9:32 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Who do I have a crush on in this school?
...you. :oops:
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Thu Dec 10, 2009 1:05 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

stop, please, please, just stop please, everything is just going going going. And I just need to stop.
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Thu Dec 10, 2009 12:27 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

E- You're my friend, yes. But I just can't handle having you depend on me. I know that I'll just end up hurting you. G- Don't talk during play rehearsals. You're awesome and funny, and a great friend, but I just can't handle anyone talking backstage. It makes me want to fucking scream. I am sorry th...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Mon Nov 30, 2009 9:08 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 186599

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

i'm just trying to be nice...
by xXelmoscaresmeXx
Tue Nov 24, 2009 9:14 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 77771

Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

I don't want to stop.

92.0...i want to see 80. 80 is perfect.