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I'll never be good enough and don't deserve to succeed. Even when succeeding as now, I'm doing everything I can to sabotage myself, because, you see, my success still won't be good enough for them, or me now (Isn't that hideous? I'm doing it to myself now). I'm a failure: I deserve to be punished. B...

A wide, leather wristband/bracelet or watchband maybe. There's also flesh colored silicone scar reduction sheets that apparently work pretty well from what I've read. Maybe you could try a wristband with silicone sheets underneath.

You'll find something that works