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Thank you. I am up. It is 5 am here. I am having a panic attack. I was supposed to take all of the kids to the zoo today but after last night, I think that I cannot. I will be alone with them at home then and that is scary too. Not sure whether it is better to go, not feeling good or stay at home no...

I have nooo idea what was my trigger tonight. There could be so many things. I just lost it and cut my arms, only deep enough to bleed really long I have one really bad scar where I was interrupted and actually cut deeper but tonight was just regular cuts. I guess my husband saw the blood and asked ...