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I couldn't protect myself and I can't make things unhappen. so what's even the point?

NO! i can't do this again. never again. i wish i'd died last time. don't make me go through it again...

i told my friend/room-mate last night that i started cutting again. at least now he won't just discover it at some point and feel he can't trust me to be honest.

i've been eating much better for several days, so i'm not starving myself right now.

why am i hurting my body just when i finally have a reason to start liking it. i can't forgive myself for it and then i want to cut again