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I don't know if I have the strength to get better this time.

That looks like a spyware ad to me - not a virus by definition. Have you made sure your spyware detection has been updated? I would suggest running Spybot or a similar program. I'm on my PC right now and using Chrome, and do not see these ads.

I try to access BUS on Tapatalk on my iPhone. I can read, but I can't post. Something about the forum being so out of date.

I also access it via Chrome on my iPad. I have a keyboard for my tablet so I treat it like a computer. I'm rarely on my computer anymore since I'm always running around.

Congrats!

Congrats coffee! Sober time kinda sneaks up on you, eh?

Thanks ladies.

Thanks! It gets easier as time goes by. Mostly whenever I get a craving to drink I just have to remember that life is much simpler without it. And I'm getting old, so simple is best.

Tomorrow is 5 months sober.

Last night was my nightmare. All. Over. Again. Now I'm having to think forward to where I'd live if we end up ending this.

I hate you right now. Honestly.

Hi Coffee, It's difficult to deal with SI urges while staying sober. Good for you for using a version of the "I won't get this here, but I'll get it there. I won't get it there, but I'll wait until tomorrow." It might be something you can apply to SI, which I do frequently. "I won't SI today, but I ...

Sometimes I wish I was alone forever.

I'm not really that sick. I'm depressed and I want to be by myself.

I don't think I can stay strong enough anymore.

I'm tired of being afraid that this will go wrong at every turn. There's no rational reason to believe that it will, but I'm so scared.

Oddly enough I get the same error on my tablet. Now I can log on here but I dint have any mod or even member privlidges.

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I love you. Thanks for getting me out and being worried about me. And thanks for saying that you love me - it makes me feel better just knowing we picked up where we left off. We'd be a terrible couple, but what we have works. I can tell you things that I can't tell other people, and hearing you tal...

I waffle between "I love you" and "I'm glad we're only what we are" often, but in reality I'm just glad we're so close and that we have each other.
I wouldn't have gotten through all of this without you.

I think I'm done with "being well."

As much as I miss Brooklyn, there is not a place in the world I'd rather be than by your side.

I'm aware my friendship means nothing to you. I want to move far away.