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A realization occurred to me that a lot of my recent social anxiety comes when I am anxious about passing i.e will people read me as male, will I blend in, will I be singled out or misgendered. It has gotten better since I have gotten further along but when I am in new situations where I have not di...

one of the biggest paradoxes of my life is that I speak for a living. in my job I am constantly interacting with people, I lead plays as an actor and director in my leisure time, I have three beautiful children and a wife yet I am constantly almost completely overwhelmed by having to interact with p...

my depressed feelings would improve if i took my meds properly and went to counselling

FUCK OFFFFFFFFFF EVERYONE

i went to rehearsal even though I felt awful

stressed and anxious regarding uni.

i will go for a long walk
and play with my kitties.

i don't think i've gotten any better from whatever it is i'm meant to have.

i was kinda wondering the same thing too... when i'm in a decent frame of mind i don't think of SI but when i am feeling shit it's all i think about... i don't think that's real recovery for me at all.

i've got a mixture of newer reddish scars + old fading ones. is the moisturizer good for them too?

it made me sick, i was paranoid and anxious all the time which completely defeated the purpose of what it was prescribed for. do NOT take anything anyone in this thread says as advice to cease medication if it isn't working for you however, seek further clarification from your doctor. (just thought ...

i let my roomie's cat sleep in my bed because she was out. Normally i don't like them in my bed because there's no room for me, but he's freaken adorable and was making meowing noises that broke my heart.

i'm finally getting better, but my hold on this good feeling is tenuous.. do NOT fuck it up.. if we get to know each other better, please, do NOT fuck it up.

walk
swim
read
drink lots of coffee
take my meds properly
talk to my t

because i am sick of looking at my ugly scars all over my stupid ugly body

glad that you had a good outcome, even though it took a while to get there.

tired and anxious about uni

but smitten with a girl..

wishing my roomie would leave me be...

wanting to hug my kitty.

agreed. medical attention urgently. the temporary discomfort of seeing a doctor is far outweighed by the permanent damage this could cause left untreated

I am 26 and cannot have biological children without serious medical intervention. every time i see a young child in the street with their mother i die inside.

like getting extremely drunk after work tonight.

what had happened just before? i've been overwhelmed by memories of SA when i was 8. what were you thinking and feeling? anxious, depressed, lonely... like i was a little girl again. why did you end up hurting yourself then instead of some other time? was there an event that was the final straw? wha...