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you've turned into such a bully since taking this job, you're finally showing your true colours. i'm starting to hate you.

stop projecting your shit onto me, stop having a go because you did fuck all yesterday and i'm left to do all the fucking orders because he doesn't care and you did fuck all yesterday. i don't need this shit. and then all you'll do is complain and say too much shit got ordered and look who the fucki...

i don't know what to do about us anymore. i hate being made to feel bad because you think i don't want you anymore. you make it all about you. it's not my fault i'm not the person i was when we met. we've been together a long time. my job makes it hard for me to want anything intimate when i'm so ti...

you just don't care anymore.

i'm starting to hate you.

i hate your stupid job. i hate the fact you're all lazy and messy and leave me to do everything. i hate you more for the fact i only have 1 day off this next week cos you've basically penalised me for coming home sick today. i mean seriously, what the actual fuck? it's so nice to know that you basi...

*LANG* * * * * * * * * * don't you dare send me a fucking text when i'm on my day off having a go at me you fucking little arsehole. there is no need for it. i've worked my arse off every single day and have one of my days taken off me because the stupid arsehole sous chef can't do a fucking rota pr...

this job is a fucking joke.

i still love you.
but god i miss you.
i miss us.

just fuck off a leave me the fuck alone. i'm done with you.

i want to cut.

loves being blatantly ignored

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*SI* * * * * self injury is always on my mind. i feel the need to do it everytime i'm angry. it took the horrible feeling away. i miss the release. i miss the comfort. i miss the pain. i don't feel angry anymore. when A bit me last night, i felt release. it hurt at first but then i felt calm,and not...

it's all my fault.

i hate how you stick your nose into everything. i get you're only trying to help. but i don't want to work in fucking admin or an office. i want to work in a restaurant. i want to cook.

i'm starting to dislike you. i don't need your bullshit anymore.