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im hurting so bad :( :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:...

d - thank you. im pretty sure you know i SI.. your clever, and i dont hide it very well.. but i want to say thank you for not making a fuss about it.. thank you for not confronting me. thank you for trusting me that i would come to you if i needed you. thank you for still loving me. you have seen th...

A reminded me of how far ive come in the past few months.. i dont want to go back downhill again. i know that i dont need to SI to be happy.

i couldnt cos i didnt have my tools with me.

please dont read if you know me IRL... k - your killing me, but i dont care cos i would willingly die for you. i feel so useless cos i cant help you. i wish i had the magic words that would make you change your mind. you say sorry, but do you really mean it?? i hate watching you lead a double life....

because im nearly at one month free, and i want to badly to be free from this. it simply wasnt worth it...

im worried. seriously worried... and i dont know how to deal with it.

im sorry... im so so sorry. for everything. i wish i could stop hurting you. cos its not fair. but please. im begging you.. accept me as i am, with all my stupid faults. i need you to accept me. i dont know what id so without you. i dont deserve a friend like you...

turning on the radio and finding its playing your fav song

well done! learning scales can be really hard!

im proud of myself cos i dealt with triggy situations in a healthy and calm way.

i knew deep down i didnt need to, i had other ways of coping.

im getting seriously worried now

thanks guys!! that was so easy, i dont know why it took me that long to sort it out!

so, errr this may be a really obvious answer, but i cant for the life of me work it out! how do i change my pasword?? atm, im always logged in, but when i log out, i have to click "forgotten password" which is getting a bit annoying.. so i wondered if anyone could tell me how i can change my passwor...

I Am... free loved I Am Not... a burden worthless I Feel cautious reckless special I Want peace security to be healed I Need to be loved things to calm down jesus I Have amazing friends a good life hope I Love jesus kim, annabel, claire sunshine hope I Hate pain lies loud noises unexpected things

thats deffo a good reason to be proud annybelly!!

im proud of mysel because...
i didnt go out and overexcersise, but have eaten 2 proper meals today (not quite 3, woops)

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