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mmmm thats a good point sunflowerwoman.

i had a good lesson at school today.
i ate all my lunch.
i was able to comfort my friends.
i came on here to calm down instead of lashing out.
i managed to calm down without trigging myself majorly (i mean the thought always crosses my mind but...............)
i smiled.

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yeh. it makes sense.

will sit and hug anyone who needs it. might cry a little bit myself..

yeh it does. that just becase i havnt sh'ed, doesnt mean that nesecarily i have given up or that i am in recovery?
thing is i agree with you. but i dont think i can do the whole 'treating yourself with respect and creating a social support system' thingy. :/ might have to wait a bit for that....

please explain more....

take a deep breath and... calm.... *sighs* *exhales deeply* ...calm... im not gonna get mad at you. theres no point getting angrey. *sighs* deep breathe..............

this is so unfair!!! why cnt you trust us???? were old enuf to keep safe. or at least give me a reason!!!! u just seem to be upsetting me for the fun of it. it isnt on!! please. im sorry i cant be perfect, but thats just the way i am.... u just make me so upset and angrey. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(...

im worried about you hun. i dont know how to reach out... i want to help you but i just cant. you need to do this your self. i will do anything that i can to help i promise. but kimmi i dont know which way to go anymore. i dont know how to help you. if i coul di would swap places and fight your figh...

you can get throughthis. i know you can xx

i feel content

dont give up!! i have faith in you!!! you can do it. i know you can. you're my inspiration - dont give up!

just let it all out and move on. im able to cry now - so let the tears flow...

please help me do what i need to do...

"I found when I started to feel better, I just SI'd less and less. I never consciously gave it up, and maybe that's why I still do it from time to time" took the words right out of my mouth! I was trying to explain it to my friend earlier but couldn't. that helps. and thanx for everything else you s...

im sorry i cant stop. i want to and i hate hurting you. i wish i could be like you.... im so sorry im not perfect. plz forgive me im sorry i have ot lie to you. i wish i could tell you everything, but its locked away inside and i cant talk about it. but i know you love me and care for me. i just wis...

i was wandering? is there a difference between giving up your addiction or just not doing it? cos i havnt been SI'ing for a while now, but i dont feel like i've given it up? what do you think???

i have so many tears inside that i just wanna let out but i cant...... so im crying inside so much!!! :/ :/

i had a choice to leave my sh days behind and carry on with life or to take the easy way out and sh again. i chose the harder way and i want to be able to say later on here that 'i dun it!!!!'