bus

exuasted

r u ok?

thanx. sometimes i feel like as i cant help myself, i should do everything i possibly can to help everyone else. that way only i feel upset, rubbish, etc etc... so i take unnessessery (spelling?) responsibility. i kinda get a bit OTT bout it.... the offer still stands that anyone who needs it can us...

hope you guys are ok..

when things are at their worst - remember, they can only get better.

*holds snowangel_03* it will be ok hun....

fat



at peace. not happy exactly, but... not upset.

suddenly quite tired. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

He does. promise. you may not understand it, but He knows what he's doing.. the pain will get easier jade. but it will take time. you dont have to face this alone. xx my PM box is always open if you need a chat xx

like nothing is real anymore

*holds jadestarwalking* sorry x

hun, cant you see whats happening. a few days ago you were pining for A. now youe just said yes to D!!!! r you crazy!?!?!?!? hun, have you really thought this through?? i dont want you to to get hurt. or him either. just - please dont go out with him to take your mind off A. cos it wont work hun.. i...

i can never please you. so why do i try? why is it that i have to get myself so depressed and upset and make you see so much pain in my eyes for you to notice me? for goodness sake!!! sometimes i ****ing hate you!!! i cant believe im saying that. if i didnt love you so m,uch..... i hate you because ...

*****d off

yeh? but is it ok to be sad as much as i am??

sobs quietly

tired.

well done

im proud of myself today because: :lpurpstar: i ignored the feeling to SI and it went away and i was able to be happy around my friends :lblstar: i didnt panic too much over exams and other stuff going on at school :dkpurpstar: i comforted a friend :grnstar: and i told someone when i was feeling rub...

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sad
lonley
slightly triggd
confused
hurting
scared
confused (again)
little girl who wants her mummy...