bus

i wish these next two weeks would go quickly
i wish i was back at uni
i wish i could have a hug from someone that really cares

invisible

you're meant to be my mum for friggs sake. i can't always act like yours. i need that love back as well.

exhausted

All I want is a hug....

i am...
me.
a person.

i am not...
you.
a robot.

i feel...
alone.
unloved.

i want...
a friend.
you.

i need...
something to do.
exercise.

i have...
hope.

i love...
music.
this song.

i hate...
the way i feel.
myself.

I hope I can learn to love myself

Love me, please?

Why can I never do anything to please you!
Nothing I do is ever right!!

Alone.
Isolated.
Ignored.
Deserted.

I wish people liked me.

I didn't because I wanted to wear a new top I'd bought without having to worry about hiding.

Do you give a damn or not? I can't keep this yes no yes no business going for much longer. Just tell me whether you want to be friends or not. Friends talk, friends care, friends want to spend time with each other. I'm trying. I'll admit I suck at this but at least I'm trying. Work with me? Please?