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Well, I'm proud of myself. I got through the night without any cutting. I don't feel nearly as bad.

• How will this situation or feeling change if I hurt myself? I’ll feel more in control of myself. I would feel like I have expressed my feelings • What will hurting myself bring to the situation? What will it take away from the situation? It would bring a new wound to care for. It would take away a...

I need you right now. But if I were to ask for your help you would go into crisis mode and make me feel worse than I already am. But I need you. I want you to come pick me up and take me away from this place. I'll never ask that of you, so I'll just write it here in this post. I need you right now.

Don't tell me not to worry. I'm going to worry anyway. Don't tell me I shouldn't feel this way, that won't help. Don't tell me it's going to get better if I just do what you say. It won't. Just listen to me. Don't try to change what I'm saying. Just listen. I need someone to listen to me and maybe g...

* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? The situation will stay the same but I'll feel better facing it. Less stress more in control. * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Cutting will loosen up all my pent up anxiety for ...

I actually use tattoos as a reason not to cut. First it was if I don't cut on my arms by the time it takes to save up for the tattoo, I can get a tattoo. Then it was I had to wait six months without self harming before getting a tattoo. It's like a reward for me. Don't cut somewhere specific or don'...