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If I cry on here, is it like I'm really crying? I don't physically cry--only if someone VERY CLOSE dies, or when I was with my daddy-in-law at the Mayo Clinic when he was diagnosed with totally non-treatable cancer this past Spring--and when I had to tell my husband that his father was dying. :arggg...

As administrator for our company's health insurance, I do know that it's covered (facility and docs) 100% for if/when I'm there. But you never know what kinds of rate 'surprises' will show up at renewal time!

I think it's just an excuse I use sometimes...

I've laid in bed thinking I need to go inpatient sometimes. My biggest fear is the insurance companies! Will I be uninsurable if I've been admitted as SI? as SU?

:argggh: :crazyeyes: Okay, trying... trying... but so overwhelmed. I don't want to SI so I'm typing on here! Couldn't find the actual crying emoticon either! The anxiety's so bad my hands are numb (like being asleep), and it's taking my breath away. HAVE to get back to work... just needed a faux-cry...

I'm new to the boards as of today. I just joined to find out how to stop this... :x My "theme song" seems to be "Crazy Train" by Ozzy Osbourne... Crazy, but thats how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe its not to late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing...